I hardly slept last night. I had a phone call from my mother, she blames herself for this.
I tried to reassure her it wasn't her fault, that nature some times gets it wrong, but she just cried.
After 32 calls to my sisters mobile, she eventually picked up and I asked her to take mum to see someone.
What makes things worse was she was on prescribed medication when she was expecting me, so her immediate reaction was, did the meds have anything to do with it. And she is blaming her self for that too.
So that was on my mind as well as the autogynephilia information I read. Come on appointment. I need to discuss this