Panic is over. Yeah. Ok. Not over but manageable. I expressed in the most confusing way possible, what I feel I needed and she said no. But that's good. She explained why, and that made it manageable.
I have found someone to talk to if I need to, but I know not to panic and feel I have gone too far if I'm calling and no one is answering.
I have shared my mind with her and she has shared her mind with me. She knows what I want and what I'm like, and I understand why I can't have the level of friendship I feel I need but that's okay.
And reading this, I hope she understands what it means to me.
From the deepest part of my heart, thankyou.