After last night, I still feel so relaxed and, open.
We ended up in the body shop again, I said with the condition that I choose what I want, not what she thinks I should have. She looked at me strangely but agreed.
I'm kind of disappointed that all the body butters etc, don't have added vitamins or 'something' but I do believe it is because of this butter that my 'breasts' are at the size they are, and in time, I hope they will grow to be proper female breasts.
I have resumed shaving my face too, and I do see a female looking back at me from the mirror. It is just so right.